Happy Birthday, Love

Salam, guys! Today is my birthday. Like a fairytale, its a happy ending of 21st May 2011. 

Goodbye blueberry cakes.

Goodbye blackberry phones.

Goodbye langkawiberry trip.

Goodbye gentingberry trip.

Goodbye studentberry life.

Dreams ended. Reality comes up.

Welcome new Enny.

Welcome interviews.

Welcome energetic career woman.

Welcome dream car.

Welcome shopisticated gadgets.

Welcome money maker.

Welcome professional.

Welcome shopaholic.

Welcome karaoke set. wtf?

See that? I can list out more Welcoming items than Goodbye stuffs. So, there's nothing to worry about. I have finished the life of 22years old and I'm just satisfy with mine. Got it? :)

But, few things remain the same. I still have same lovely mom, same incrdible daddy, same idiot and stupid but helpful not selfish siblings, same awesome friends and most precious, same Zaifadziman and plus, Intan Nur Farhana. LOL.

copied from google image

Well, its really a fairytale, kan?!

Thanks to mom for being patient on everything.

Thanks to dad for the prayers.

Thanks for siblings for telling me idiot things and backing me up since the past 23 years.

Thanks to Mr Zakrin for today and for the huggy-purply. Love that, and the black suede too.

Thanks to all friends for the wishes, kindness and cheering me up today.

Thanks to all for the non-stop wishes on my facebook wall.

Thanks to all for the wicked sick tone of my phone.

Special thanks to Jackie, hero of the day. I'm gonna miss you as soon as I got Mickie.

For those who are in my 8pax lists, your phone is gonna have the non-stop ringing and beautiful name appears on your screen.

I wish a happy birthday to everyone that were born on this most awesome date, 21st of May. You all, have  a blast day and the rest of the year until you meet next incredible 21st May. Guys, we are MAY-ians, and MAY-ians are just great! HAHA HAHA HAHA!

Ok, guys. End of great entry by the greatest person for the greatest person. 

p/s: LOL = Lots of Love. (only can be used once)

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Memilih / Choosing

Dalam hidup kita kena memilih. Dalam menentukan masa depan yang saya nak, saya kena fikir, buat pilihan dan tekad dengan keputusan saya. Dan tentang sesuatu ni, saya sudah banyak kali berfikir. Saya akan teruskan juga walaupun hati saya tak rela. Iya lah. Perasaan tidak rela untuk benda yang tak sepatutnya itu lebih banyak mengundang perkara-perkara yang tak masuk akal dan juga membuatkan diri kita nampak tak matang. 

Semasa blogging, saya pasti akan baca dua blog ni (blog dirahsiakan sebab saya silent reader mereka) walau sesibuk mana pun saya minggu tu. Saya sibuk, lagi pun jarang pula nak update blog sebab saya lebih santai kat facebook sebab saya boleh main It Girl. HAHAHA. Both of these bloggers inspired me quite a lot. Sorang ni, saya hanya kenal di alam maya. Yang sorang lagi ni, saya memang kenal, pernah bersua muka, beliau pun kenal saya.

Blogger yang saya kenal di alam maya ni saya suka baca cerita beliau sebab best sehingga beliau mampu membuatkan saya pun nak jadi macam beliau. Saya rasa she has the perfect life of being a wife and mother. Kehidupan beliau yang diceritakan di dalam blog memang sangat best, tak terhingga. Ramai yang kenal blogger ni, blog ni glamour kot. Kalau saya bagitau, most of blogger pasti kenal beliau dan mungkin juga pengikut setia blog beliau. Saya teringin nak jadi macam beliau, ramai pembaca dan orang tertarik dengan penulisan beliau. Seronok tau kalau ada orang baca blog kita. HAHA. Saya ni dalam blogging tidaklah sehebat mana pun walaupun sudah sejak 2008 main-main blog ni, tapi...masih juga tak berapa nak menjadi. Maklumlah, saya ni blogger yang baru nak main blog. Bukankah begitu kalau anda semua nak label saya? HAHA. Btw, Tahniah kepada blogger ni. Hebat.

Blogger yang sorang ni pula, saya kenal beliau. I admire her in so many ways. Mula-mula tu pelik juga tengok beliau blogging. Kenapa nak blogging? Nampak macam main-main je. Tak ada sangat orang nak baca. Tapi, bila saya dah tengok blog beliau secara holistic, saya boleh tahu that she has that incredible confidence that every woman in their life. I envy herfor good more that the first blogger that I described above, HAHA. She enjoyed being herself and I really need that quality in myself too. And sis, if you read this and you think you are this person, please pm (not bbm) me. HAHA. Teach me how to have confidence like yours. I admire that a lot. Guide me on how be grateful like you and be a good woman like you. Well, I like you a lot. ;p

Well, I just need to choose what to be in future. Conclusion?  I choose to be myself and do a lot of things that can improve myself in many ways. Life is about doing mistakes and learn. And for that, let just be grateful on whatever happen to you. Thanks to both blogger and few sisters that have taught and shown me examples and stories that may I  use as a guideline in life. HAHA. Guideline?  :)

Dammit right? HAHA. And teach me how to not write in English. Because it seems unbalance lately. I just can't finish my line in BM. I need BM novel. I need to read BM again. Huhu~

p/s: it took me about 15 minutes to start this entry in Malay. Urghhhhhh!!! (~___~)

Slurpee Hunting

Petang tadi cari slurpee sampai 5 buah 7-Eleven, pusing-pusing Shah Alam. Terima kasih sayang sebab Slurpee tu. Tapi, yang paling saya terharu sangat, effort dia nak granted my wish tu yang sangat mengharukan. Aaaaa~ sayang awak.

Mula-mula kat 7-Eleven seksyen 7, mesin rosak. Lepas tu, pecut ke 7-Eleven kat seksyen 3, rosak juga. Saya dah give up dan rasa macam tak apa, it's OK. Tak sangka pula dia pusing balik pergi 7-Eleven kat seksyen 2 pulak...and rosak juga. 7-Eleven ni kan...grrr. Ok, saya tak sangka lagi boyfriend terus pergi seksyen 13, masih mencari. Mesin slurpee kat 7-Eleven kat situ pon rosak juga. Masa tu, saya memang betul-betul tak kisah dah slurpee tu. Sebab penat dan fed-up. Boyfriend pula teruskan perjalanan ke suatu tempat yang saya tak berapa nak familiar. HEHE. Ingatkan dia nak bawa pergi McD kat Batu Tiga yang dia cerita hari tu. Agak excited juga lah perasaan bila memikirkan McD. Tapi tak logik juga kalau nak pergi McD. Heh, apakah? Itu OK lagi, saya dah tak ingat dah pasal slurpee sebab saya asyik fikir kemanakah encik abang saya ni nak bawa saya. Korang semua nak tahu kat mana? OK, dia bawa saya pergi ke 7-Eleven  kat U2. Erk, jauh gila. Semata-mata nak cari slurpee. Akhirnya, saya dapat juga slurpee. Tersenyum lebar sampai telinga. Terima kasih sayang. :) 

SLURPEE BERTUAH~

 Maaflah sebab cerita tak tersusun. Hehe~

note: Congrats sayang result cantik. :)

Doing something for your loved one

I always deny that I'm gonna do what people expect from me. I just refuse.What I think as best for me was always this: 'You want me to do that, I need something in return'.  I can do what you want. I can be a loser for you. I can, but I don't want because I'm gonna be awful after that.

But I'm doing this for you. Not for myself. You,  I've experienced something that would be something that horrible. And I'm not gonna tell anybody about this. This is secret. I should do that. But not for myself and not sincere. Its because of you asking that thing for me.

And maybe people should forget about me.

I'm tired.
Good night.

stupid feeling ever

Guys, life has been pretty tough lately. Going through big changes in my life now seems to be quite surprising when a lot of thing that i have planned and predicted is pretty much like tornado. Oh my god. Life is this difficult. I think that would be OK for me. As usual, I can take all of this down by myself. While studying, career, confidence, love life, financial matters are just nice to be hold - family matters has stunned me in so many ways. In fact, this has been happening for generations. Arguing with your siblings about certain things. Yeah. That's seem normal but things aren't gonna be normal when they found their spouses. I should stop here so that I can save this little broken pieces of my broken heart on my own. I'll keep it to myself. I know I don't make things any better but at least I stop and things are not getting worse.

Good luck bro. I don't know if I can be with you there on your big day, I'm working something for you here. You are the best bro I ever had in this world. We've grown up together, in fact we're the most close among others. Whatever it is. I just don't wanna be fake like the person who claimed herself not a fake but she's totally fake... You know me well. I don't have to explain this any further.

Panas

Hari ini, cuaca sangat panas di Shah Alam. Angin malam tak sedingin macam selalu, apatah lagi siang. Bahangnya Ya Allah~ susah nak cakap. Tidur pun berpeluh-peluh. Tadi saya basuh baju dalam pukul 5.30petang. Sekarang dah kering. Panas kan?

Esok nak pergi pasar karat lagi. Adik mintak tolong saya belikan barang. Seronoknya beli barang. :)

ini entranc, MBSA ada buat mobil sikap (kalau tak silap) untuk tangkap orang yang tak ada kesedaran sivik. :)

Bahagian Baju

Bahagian Baju II.

HAHA ada tiga je gambar. Sebenarnya, tak banyak ambil gambar pun sebab excited tengok barang. Best, murah dan pasar ni besar dan dekat dengan tempat tinggal. Warga Shah Alam mesti dah biasa dan tak jakun macam saya kan?  Walaupun panas, ramai yang datang mostly sebab mestilah nak beli barang kan? First time pergi pasar karat ni minggu lepas. Dah lama nak pergi tapi banyak kali tak kesampaian. Memang rezeki nak pergi minggu lepas la tu :)

Minggu ni nak pergi lagi, kali ni lebih banyak barang nak beli.

p/s: Isi entri tak selaras dengan tajuk, apa daaaa....

Sorry from a recluse

Life are fated. I try my hardest to make myself believe in destiny. And plans are such annoying thing when it didn't goes well like what we have planned. My mother said these earlier today when she called me for something that I don't really love to listen about. Since the matter was kinda important, so I listened even when it don't really please me.

That's why maybe she's the most flexible and adorable person whenever problems arise. I know, she managed to get over the problems. I believe in her. Gonna put my trust in her anyway. And maybe why Allah fated her to be a mother for 5 stubborn and high-tempered but cute and smart children. I just love you Mom. Your patience are fantastic. You got the title. 

Back to life are fated. Life are fated and destiny really exist. I always yell and be ungrateful about what I have now. I maybe thin but I'm getting my way to the normal body mass index. I maybe short but I can play DotA. I am girl but I don't drive because I'm afraid of the big truck overtaking me. What's that?? But I really blind when I couldn't see that, people are being kind to me. I am the most fortunate people in the world. I have everything including I'm not the lamest person that would say, I'm not perfect. Oh~ I just hate that words. Really annoyed me in so may ways. HAHA.

What's with all of these? I just miss you, my boyfriend. T___T

100 things about me

1-100.  Fantastic


HAHAHAHA.

Seven Days Milestone

The Internet is freaking slow now. It's getting so damn annoying now.But, whatever. Writing is much more passionate to care about. Right? ^^

Oh my god. I just can't believe that I've finished my study here. I've gone through 3 marvelous years without realizing that was among amazing years I've been in my life... I'm no longer a university student now even my student ID is still valid now until my graduation day this November. I still can use all of facilities here until this November - for free. That's great.. :)

I'm happy to live my life. people would say this, I'm imperfect but I love being myself. Tettt. That's just not me. Well, I'm perfect, my life seems pretty perfect, I have a happy family, a boyfriend,insufficient money that urge me to strive for some and of course I'm waiting for my degree. I think that would be best describe as a perfect 23years old Eynee. Yeah, that's perfect me for now. Thank God, I'm so grateful. 

Last 7 days was great moment form my boyfriend and me. Nice Monday with my preparation for my final presentation. On Tuesday, he was not a P license holder anymore. The next day, I present my practical training report which that was the last final presentation. Thursday, it was raining heavily here in Shah Alam and we still have our lunch together. I appreciate it a lot. We're having so much fun on our unplanned Friday. We went to Reptiles Discovery that cost us only RM5 per entry (we were being rational at that time for not entering the snow walk which will cost us RM 25).

I got a story here. When we were in the reptiles room, there were many kind of snakes, turtles, tarantula and even spider - that look beautiful but scary. But it was more frightening when we saw a bleeding snake. Its wound looks hurt because it seems moving here and there in the glass and its thrown up. Poor snake and we have decided to inform to tell the organizer about that. Eventually, we did not tell them and we don't know why. I think we are pathetic couple who don't apply civic in real life. I started to become a more civic-person since then. Guilty for the snake.

And enough with that we have wonderful Saturday because we have decided on 1 big thing in our life. I'm happy for that and I know, mistakes comes to teach us. Just not over do them, they will definitely brings us to a better life. And Sunday...Sunday morning and no rain is falling we went to Sunday market and we bought Char Kuey Teow for lunch, Limau Ais for RM 0.50 each and 9 red apples for RM 5. Perfect Sunday means we need to buy fruits from the market. So, we got a perfect Sunday! But, we left our apples at the food court and we lost them. So girls, don't talk about DotA while having lunch with your boyfriend because both you both will be getting emotional and finally forget about your apples.  

Peeps, just be happy with your days. Just happy with people around you and learn to appreciate them. Even when you're not showing them that you are actually precious them so much, it is always satisfying when we feel that we appreciate the people that we love and you will find that, your sincerity will leads you to be best appreciation by your spontaneous action.

And for Darling Zakrin, I love you so much. I was a perfect girl when we started dating 4 years ago. Thank you so much for that. And this one goes for you! :)