Mari berangan kahwin ;p

Meh pejam mata ce imagine macam mana wedding aku nanti. hahahahaha. siyesly aku geli fikir benda3 macam ni. Tapi nak buat macam mana...aku suka berangan. Disebabkan aku tak tahu bila aku nak kahwin, dan sekarang ni pon macam takdala nak kahwin dalam masa terdekat ni, aku ada masa nak verangan macam mana wedding daku. kah3. Tak kawin awal pun takpa, berangan pon jadilaaa. 

First and foremost. During Majlis Akad Nikah. I want it to be simple. Sweet, simple ceremony yang attended by family and close friends sahaja. Make up pon aku mintak tolong my schoolmate make up kan...boleh juga kalau nak make up sendiri. Tapi selama ini daku menconteng-conteng wajah orang, nak juga rasa orang conteng-conteng muka kita kan..hahahahahaha. Baju? Takmo baju lip lap sebab sudah common. Cuba cari kain lain. But the color must be pearl white laaa. It can be kurung. No fussy, tak kisah la apa2 pon. And aku takmo pakai tudung yang ada awning tu and takmo ada crown2 dan sewaktu dengannya semasa akad. It will be nice sebegitu simple sahaja...Tapi pasal kasut aku memang cerewet. Hehe...aku dah jumpa kat Nose hari tu. Affordable dan cantek. Tapi color gold. Tak kena dengan tema yang aku nak. Heh. Tapi cantiklaaaa. In case tema wedding aku nanti golden2 boleh la p rembat kasut tu nanti. Tapi, by that time dah ada design lain kot. 

Kasut oh kasut..... I'm sure I'm gonna spend one week to find best kasut in town for my wedding. Yang pasti kasut-kasut itu aku nak beli, akan sponsor diri sendiri secara tidak keberatan. I will have my sister to assist me. Itu sebahagian kecil yang aku boleh fikirkan tentang diri aku sendiri semasa majlis akad nikah. 

Tapi apa-apa pon. Nak kawin bukan kita sorang kan? Opinions from others kena ambil kira juga. Bakal suami, family pon matters. Kahwin ni kerjasama, tapi macam biasala, bride akan melebih-lebih. Hahahaha. But I'm okay. I'm open untuk suggestion lain. Tapi yang penting aku takmo kawin macam tema comel2, macam budak2. Kalau boleh buat elegan aku puas hati. InsyaAllah. 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha 2012

Raya-raya macam ni I'm alone. Haha. Sebab tak nak ikut parents jalan-jalan. Penat, tak larat sangat. Stay kat rumah saya boleh sambung kerja part time saya ni dan boleh habiskan kerja-kerja yang saya bawa balik rumah. See? I'm doing that again. Hoho. Nak buat macam mana. Nak g office hari ni memang tak patut. Esok boleh la kot kalau nak g office pon...

Anyway, nak wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha untuk semua orang. Semua umat Islam, semua yang percayakan Allah SWT, yang menganut agama Islam. Marilah kita hayati kisah Nabi Ibrahim a.s dan Nabi Ismail a.s. Kisah pengorbanan paling hebat di dunia. Mampu kah kita buat pengorbanan macam tu? Mari muhasabah diri. :')

Salam Aidil Adha... 

That's It!

I was always thinking about how to.....

be positive on what I'm feeling & thinking

and be optimistic in every of my wants and dream

now I find out that to achieve that we need to be

real

don't fake

believer

fighter

That's it!

Jaga parents

Duduk kat rumah, tengok tv, makan-makan, lepak-lepak is great things to do with family. Tak kisah la weekend or weekdays. Kat rumah ni suka tengok Adam & Hawa, Julia, Masterchef Malaysia 2, The Voice, Buletin Utama...hmmm itu je la kot...Entah, sekarang ni, saya dah tak reti nak pilih nak tengok cerita apa. I watch whatever my parents watch. Tapi of course la diorang tak tengok apa yang saya tengok. Macam How I Met Your Mother misalnya. Bukan sebab diorang orang tua tapi tak minat. Can you imagine that? haha. I underestimated my dad. Heh. Once, hari tu..while I was watching himym tiba2 dia ckp dia pernah tengok tapi tak minat. Hehe. I think he doesn't get that. kah4. Tapi yang bestnya, my dad follow tau q'viva....haha. :)

Well sini nak cita, that I'm glad to see both my parents happy. Walau saya tak tengok sangat tv kat rumah because of busy working...saya happy sebab ikhlas bayar untuk entertainment parents saya. Tak kisahla berapa pun, duit yang kita dapat bulan2 kena hulur jugak dengan parents. Saya tak banyak bagi parents saya cash...ada tu ada la..tapi saya spend banyak on bills and others la... Sekarang rasa puas hati and happy sebab tengok parents happy. :')

So, sebagai anak...tak kisah parents kita kaya ke tak...hulur la duit tu...tolong bayarkan bil-bil kat rumah...parents pasti senang hati... berkat... tak percaya, sila cuba. Kita tak rugi apa pun kalau parents happy. Mereka redha kerja kita,Allah pun redha. Seronok kan? 

Jom jaga parents. Nanti nak jaga parents bakal suami pula. Aiyyakkk. Gataii. :p

Lovely weekend

Lovely weekend. I spent my Saturday with him. Semoga semuanya baik2 saja. Now he's safely arrived home. Alhamdulillah. So, I spend my whole Sunday evening with sleeping. Ouh, pengisian terhebat dihujung minggu. haha. Saya kena menikmati weekend macam ni sebab weekdays memang pack. With never-ending workloads kat office memang memenatkan fizikal dan mental. So let us cherish the moment we have weekend macam ni. I finally satisfy with how I spend my weekend. Its ok to mess with my Saturday but not Sunday...please! :')

Oh ya, yesterday..hmmm. Ingatkan nak tengok movie. We are not cinema freaks haha therefore going for movies together was in our plan tapi tak jadi sebab tak ada movie yang menarik. So, we spend our day talking talking talking and talking. Feels good. And I'm in love. Hehehehe. Well, thanks abang for making me feel good. ;p

Ok now. Lets prepare for another Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday. 

tata

negative thinking: I can't see

When you really need a space for yourself to scream your lungs out, but then you'll never have that. Work, family, love life, money and everything you have to handle on your own really means that you're now an adult. No more a girl. What makes me feel depressed is everything doesn't go on my way. I haven't secure any employment now where my boss really don't have time to spend to deal with this. Yeah. There has been conversations between us about  this for couple of time. But, I still can't see anything.  My love life is the most complicated thing in my life. 6 years lovers aiming to settle down but I can't see anything yet. Well, I always knew that there are some people wishing for us not to end up with marriage. They love to see us in a fight. They love to know when we are in a very dangerous situation. But yet it doesn't happen for me to see why we should give up this love. Family is another thing that I can't see that in me. I'm not a good daughter, bad sister. Money? I can't see that. The thing now is why can't I see everything about me, my future.

Easy come,easy go

Hari ini adalah hari malas nak tweet. malas juga nak fesbuk. There are some times that we need to get real slow replies and updates from others. Yeah, that's simply because you have enough replies, responses of the day. I need a limit, for today...at least, I guess.

Its been pretty tough today. I don't really wanna talk about today. But just so you know that I won't give up. Let's just not be as easy come, easy go.

Muse - Madness

So in love with this song!
Another masterpiece!

Salam Oktober

Perasaan nak update blog akhir-akhir ini makin menjadi. Topik ada, internet ada semua pun ada kecuali kehendak yang tinggi atau bahasa mudah, malas.

Just to update my September. Nothing much. Workings and boring weekend.

But!

I bought myself a handbag and a pair of office attire. That's my personal achievement. yeayyyy. *claps*
And, my career achievement. Lets just smile and be thankful. :')

Since saya sangat malas nak update blog, blogwalking pon jadi malas. Tak dapat nak tahu updates kawan-kawan blogger. Hmmm. Tak apa lah. Ada masa nanti saya jalan-jalan juga. Tapi, rasa macam tak sempat la nak catch up setiap update.

Bila saya nak update blog macam selalu, macam dulu? Okeylah, selamat malam. Esok Selasa, working days. Lagi pun, almanac kat office memang dah full october ni.

Salam oktober.