Rindu blog

Rindunya blog.

Dah lama tak online sebab? Hahaha. Malas, busy. Itulah jawapan nya. :)

Semakin hari semakin busy. Kerja juga semakin banyak. Masalah juga. Tapi malas la nak fikir masalah. Buat serabut kepala je. Best jugak kalau ignore masalah ni kan? Patutla ada certain orang selalu je lari dari masalah. Seronok rupanya.

Alahai~ February...

Entah. tak tau la nak buat apa lagi. Berserah pada Allah. InsyaAllah, ada...

the sixth

Love this song. Based on our lucky chance that you would rather add than subtract. 

Thanks my dear for this song. I love you.

InsyaAllah everything will be fine. I believe in you. 

Happy 6th anni. Thanks for being so brave 6 years ago. Asking me out, asking my number without asking for it. You're such a...oh I love you. :)

Can't wait for the day.

I miss you.

Cepat pulang. :)

If I ain't got you, baby.

My love,this is for you. Happy 17th February 2013. I love you.

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things define what's within

And I've been there before that's life a bore so full of the superficial

Some people want it all but I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing if I ain't got you

Some people search for the fountain

Promises forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter

and what good would it be 

No one to share but no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all but I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing if I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby

I said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me baby~

Cuti cny?

Esok cuti lagi, ada lagi berbaki sehari lagi public holiday ni. What I like most about Chinese New Year? Cuti la semestinya. Tapi ada satu lagi peristiwa...he asked me to be with him on the first day of Lunar Calendar, that was back in 2007... Takut jugak dia lupa, tapi syukur lah dia ingat lagi. Walaupun sangat busy kat sana. He still remembers. He called. Kata he only have 10 minutes to talk tapi rasanya macam almost 30 minutes jugak cakap on phone. Lama dah tak rasa call lama-lama macam tu.  :)

Tapi itulah berjauhan macam ni...somehow it really kills me. Saya perlu sabar tahap semaksimum yang mungkin. Harus percaya, faham semua keadaan dia kat sana. Well, we've gone through a lot dalam masa selama dia training. I always try to understand everything. Always and always will. 

So nak buat apa kalau rindu-rindu time-time cuti-cuti macam ni? 

Esok plan nak buat general cleaning with my brother. Semoga plan berjalan dengan lancar. Kesian rumah. Sejak mak takde kat rumah rasa sunyi, rumah tak berseri. Itulah, masak pon jarang. Weekend je memasak. Kadang memang tak. Makan kat luar. Hehe. Ye lah, balik rumah dah penat. Mana sempat. haha. Alasan je tu. Cakap je malas~ Orang lain boleh je, working mom okey je masak lepas balik keje. haha.. Itulah, saya belum sampai tahap supermak. Kahwin pon belum, apatah lagi ada anak, macam mana nak jadi supermak. ye dokk? hahahaha... tapi betulla, kerja kat office memang banyak. Kerja tak tentu masa macam ni memang menguji perasaan. Nanti kalau dah start travelling lagi la. Kan? Kena simpan duit, perasaan. Kena tabah. 

Teringat dulu, masa praktikal degree, Datin GM ni pesan. Kena strong kalau nak jadi tahap macam dia. and kerja dia memang nampak glamorous giteww.. tapi ingat senang ke? Ala,lebih kurang macam tu la dia cakap. Ada lagi amanat-amanat beliau pesan, saya ingat semat dalam hati. Huhu. Masa jumpa Datin last year, she still recognized me, ingat lagi nama saya Afini.Kalau tak silap masa tu dia sebut Afini and hugged me depan deputy exec director. Kebetulan pulak masa tu dalam bilik boss. Haha. Apekah?Bukan apa terasa appreciated that she still remembers me. Siap explain dengan boss saya lagi pasal saya. Such a noble lady. And kuat daya ingatan. Hehehe...

Okay..see you dalam update yang seterusnya. 

Bye.

-tengah dengar lagu ni. sayu sangat. saya rindu.-

Giler takde mood nak update blog

Giler takde mood nak update blog. Padahal banyak benda nak cerita.Contohnya sekarang ni aku dah tau aku nak beli apa dalam hidup aku ni. Kira target tahun ni la. Salah satu nya on the way, tak tau la salah dua tu nak start. Rasa-rasa tak boleh nak rasa bila nak start. Tengok la nanti, dah start aku coretkan jugak la kat blog. Hehehe. Anyway, keje memang banyak kat ofis mahupun di rumah. Kehidupan peribadi kini macam tak balance dengan kerja. Kalau pinjam dacing barisan nasional ni memang tak seimbang. huhu. kerja melebihi kehidupan peribadi. Takpe lah. Nak buat macam mana. Kalau difikirkan sangat mau nya gila aku ni. Lantaklah. Kesihatan aku rasa memang tak terurus. Hell I care, hell anybody cares. Lagi la sadis weyh. Nangis jap. Semalam bday abang. Abang betul la korang, abang darah daging la. bukan abang cintan cintun aku. Happy birthday bang. K bai. 

Pesanan Penaja: February move faster. 

February

Dear February,

I love you but I need you to move faster.

Sincerely,

Me.