Doing something for your loved one

I always deny that I'm gonna do what people expect from me. I just refuse.What I think as best for me was always this: 'You want me to do that, I need something in return'.  I can do what you want. I can be a loser for you. I can, but I don't want because I'm gonna be awful after that.

But I'm doing this for you. Not for myself. You,  I've experienced something that would be something that horrible. And I'm not gonna tell anybody about this. This is secret. I should do that. But not for myself and not sincere. Its because of you asking that thing for me.

And maybe people should forget about me.

I'm tired.
Good night.

stupid feeling ever

Guys, life has been pretty tough lately. Going through big changes in my life now seems to be quite surprising when a lot of thing that i have planned and predicted is pretty much like tornado. Oh my god. Life is this difficult. I think that would be OK for me. As usual, I can take all of this down by myself. While studying, career, confidence, love life, financial matters are just nice to be hold - family matters has stunned me in so many ways. In fact, this has been happening for generations. Arguing with your siblings about certain things. Yeah. That's seem normal but things aren't gonna be normal when they found their spouses. I should stop here so that I can save this little broken pieces of my broken heart on my own. I'll keep it to myself. I know I don't make things any better but at least I stop and things are not getting worse.

Good luck bro. I don't know if I can be with you there on your big day, I'm working something for you here. You are the best bro I ever had in this world. We've grown up together, in fact we're the most close among others. Whatever it is. I just don't wanna be fake like the person who claimed herself not a fake but she's totally fake... You know me well. I don't have to explain this any further.

Panas

Hari ini, cuaca sangat panas di Shah Alam. Angin malam tak sedingin macam selalu, apatah lagi siang. Bahangnya Ya Allah~ susah nak cakap. Tidur pun berpeluh-peluh. Tadi saya basuh baju dalam pukul 5.30petang. Sekarang dah kering. Panas kan?

Esok nak pergi pasar karat lagi. Adik mintak tolong saya belikan barang. Seronoknya beli barang. :)

ini entranc, MBSA ada buat mobil sikap (kalau tak silap) untuk tangkap orang yang tak ada kesedaran sivik. :)

Bahagian Baju

Bahagian Baju II.

HAHA ada tiga je gambar. Sebenarnya, tak banyak ambil gambar pun sebab excited tengok barang. Best, murah dan pasar ni besar dan dekat dengan tempat tinggal. Warga Shah Alam mesti dah biasa dan tak jakun macam saya kan?  Walaupun panas, ramai yang datang mostly sebab mestilah nak beli barang kan? First time pergi pasar karat ni minggu lepas. Dah lama nak pergi tapi banyak kali tak kesampaian. Memang rezeki nak pergi minggu lepas la tu :)

Minggu ni nak pergi lagi, kali ni lebih banyak barang nak beli.

p/s: Isi entri tak selaras dengan tajuk, apa daaaa....