what?

When it comes to work,I am a permanent staff. When it come to benefit, I am a trainee.I'm not talking about benefits like claims and all that. Just a simple one. Believe me, I am not entitle for food today. T_____T

Close to Awesome

My first day wasn't bad at all. I hope tomorrow will be much better. Our corporate communication manager was on leave today. So, I'll be meeting him tomorrow for my job scope briefing. Can't wait for that session! HAHA. So, today I finished my first 4 hours in the morning with knowing new colleagues from all department and mini induction. and the other 4 hours with nothing official, but just doing some deco for my diary. The cute one, the personal one not the black, official, odd and just office stuff have to be in em. haha. The HR exec in charge told me to just relax and cherish my free time. hahahaha. what's that suppose to mean? sound real creepy. well isokayyy. that's all for my update today. reporting duty this time was just close to awesome. miss my love. nite :)

Harapan dan Doa

Hallo peeps.

Lama jugak tak update blog. Its been a week. kan? :) Anyway... my life macam biasa. kadang-kadang tungang terbalik tu biasalah. Planning untuk menamatkan zaman bujang itu in progress. Tapi iyalah. Mendirikan masjid, I literally mean memang bangunan masjid tu bukan senang kan. Those architects, engineers, contractors...orang yang nak bina masjid tu kena prepare lots of things. Banyak benda nak buat tau. Itulah juga maksud saya, nak bina masjid yang tak nampak ni pun. Banyak effort yang harus di lakukan. Am I correct? Married people, help me. :)

Nikah itu bagus. Banyak yang positifnya berbanding yang negatifnya. Kenapa ramai yang tak menggalakkan kahwin muda? Kenapa? Saya pun tak tahu. Mungkin parents lebih tahu macam mana hidup berumahtangga ni. Sebab tu they said. Jangan kahwin dulu. Kerja dulu baru kahwin. Kahwin tu kene banyak pakai duit, lepas kahwin lagilah. Nak bagi makan anak lagiii... hmmm :)

Nevermind. But I choose to get married soon. Or very soon. Ceh. Orang kata gatal tapi. In my defense, bukan gatal laaa. Saya cuma nak menjaga diri saya sebagai seorang wanita. Saya cuma mahu berkhidmat buat suami demi mendapat keredhaan di dunia dan juga di akhirat. This is the wise me. Hehehehehehe.

Lepas kahwin nanti insyaAllah, Yang Maha Esa akan bantu kita dari segi rezeki kita. Saya percaya itu.

Tapi mungkin sekarang, banyak lagi benda yang perlu diselesaikan. Contoh. Settle our study, settle our career, settle our finance, settle our relationship dengan keluarga dua belah pihak (yang mana saya masih malu-malu kucing) then, baru boleh settle down. :)

InsyaAllah, everything is going to be just fine. 

Allah, pemudahkan urusan kami. Ameen~

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all. It is not too late for the wishes right? Yeah, We are still in the first week of the new year,yeah. Still not to late. So, lets not to late for a new resolutions. :)

Oh ya, speaking about 2012...I went to for a briefing about a job camp today. Yeah, quite interesting. I think I'm in. That's my first unplanned plan for 2012. Looks like the plan is gonna be the first on the list. That was so unplanned. Attending the course and after 5 weeks  later I will get suitable that suit my cert.  Sound so simple and easy. But I know it won't be that easy. Just be prepared for everything and let's learn from mistakes. I've done a lot of mistakes in 2011 and now I'm not going to repeat them. I'm gonna take a turn to the better, stand out. Again. Fix everything that I have destroyed.

Okay, enough for career. I pray for a better life financially secure and good health for myself and my family too.   When you have a stable career with a stable income and you wisely managed your income, you'll sure you have the financial secure. Good health for my parents of course. My mother's cancer surgery is scheduled at the end of March or early April. somewhere at that time. Praying for the best for her. InsyaAllah. She's a strong person. I know it. I'm the one who cry over that matter. Seeing her hair loss, getting thinner. But, she look normal and happy. I hope she will be happier this year. 

Relationships. :)

Hoping for the best, we're making a move to something that we have been dream of since the last 5 years of relationships. Zai is getting serious and I don't know. I can't say that too much. I'm a girl. He's the one who should everything that boys should do. Girls should be better waiting and pusssshhhingg. HAHA. I don't know. Ask him. *supan*

Well, thats all for 2012 kick off. Its 6.45pm. Gotta go for evening walk. a virtual one. bye! :D